Emo in Calvin Klein

I feel like an emo kid from a late night MTV video (think AFI) but I am wearing the most corporate outfit known to man. A dark suit with a white dress shirt and a conservative tie. Inside, I am bitter, pissed off, but I work in corporate America where greed is the only acceptable form of emotion. I've moved on from wanting to punch everything in sight to now I just want normalcy back in my life. I would like to know where I am going to live in the next few weeks. I would like to know what certain people are really doing on weekends when I am away. I want to paint my hair black again to reflect the hue of my heart. I am very thankful. There has been an outpouring of support from many friends which has made life better. Thank you.

While reading about the five stages of grief, I have noticed that the order isn't always correct and I seem to go something like this: 1, 4, 2, 5, 3, 1, 1, 1, 2, 5, 3, 2....

Sports has always been an escape for me. It is now making me more pissy.

I have to work tonight on a Friday night (late) and that makes me sad.